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I’m not supposed to feel you

I’m not supposed to smile

I’m not supposed to miss you

I’m not supposed to cry

I’m not supposed to like you

I’m not supposed totry

BUt everytime I try not to

You always come around and say hi

but the moment i let myself feel you

the moment i let myself smile

the moment i let myself miss you

the moment i let myself cry

the moment i let myself like you

the moment i didn’t lie

was the moment i wasn’t supposed to

Because you came around and said goodbye

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you’d want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I’m trying not to think about you
Can’t you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should’ve known you’d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images

No

Well, I’d never want to see you unhappy
I thought you’d want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I’m trying not to think about you
Can’t you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should’ve known you’d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you’re gone and I’m haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I’m trying not to think about you
Can’t you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you’d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

…

i wonder

…

why did i loose my mind

why did i let myself even try

why did i let myself get hurt

why did i fall

why didn’t he…

why are we still friends

why am i still hanging on

why can’t i let you go

why can’t i hate you

why can’t i have you

why am i still not over you

i got attracted to you like a moth to flame

innocence got the best of me, thought i could play the game

but the time came, got caught up, i wasn’t the same

i wasn’t prepared to feel what i felt that day

i got attracted to you like a moth to a flame

innocence got my wings burnt, though i’m the one to be blamed

defenses are down, caught off guard, guilty as charged

my heart wasn’t protected to feel what it felt that day…

but i don’t blame you

it wasn’t your fault

you never intended to make me fall

and i wont blame you

if you build your walls

i never intended to let myself fall

why did i let you kiss me the sweetest way

why did i let you touch me like you loved me

why did let you hold me tightly

now i can’t breath

and that is why i thought we could be

but for you this is all that we should be…

you’re too insensitive

to love me back…

Saga Of My Tears

© By Derrick T. Pike 

I sit all alone in this room
As memories unfold

Tears streaming down my face again
This pain never grows old

Some say it’s a state of mind
But it’s my heart that really hurts

I only aim to please you all
But what’s a smile really worth?

This is the story of my life
The saga of my tears

A story told a thousand times
Remade over the years

If you listen up closely
Maybe you might hear

The beating of my heart
And the saga of my tears

They say that life’s a trip
I hit the ground face first

Lost everything I ever wanted
But it could have been worse

Or that’s what they tell me
Do they sit alone in the dark?

Or stare into broken mirrors
Thinking it’s the pieces of their heart

This is the story of my life
The saga of my tears

A story told a thousand times
Remade over the years

If you listen up closely
Maybe you might hear

The beating of my heart
And the saga of my tears

This is the saga of my tears
A saga that never ends

This a the saga of my tears
That fall from cheeks til the end